why

if i say that i'm in pain
i'm scared that i'll really be in pain
if i say that i'm sad
i'm scared that i will shed my tears
why don't i just laugh
just laugh
just laugh
but people ask me why i'm crying























it has been stated since thousand years before;

Verily, in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find rest. (Qur’an 13: 28)


but God, this pain aint really flushing away... did i made the wrong choice? or are they just useless whispers from the very hardworking syaitan??? help me through this, ya Allah...