utm semarak I LOVE U PEOPLE!!

people say...

FRIENDS IN COLLEGE ARE FRIENDS IN LIFE

haha... i've never thought that i'd be lucky enough to experience the saying... i came from a world where ive been in a comfort zone.. within a community with same dreams and same goals.. same thoughts and same life... i wont say it was easy but ive always feel safe... too safe that i tot breaking away from it wud be better.. (there are a lot of pros and cons of that decision)...

so in july 2007, i entered a world which i know is totally different... i started my steps with every thump knowing that i'd be facing a totally stranger world..





















and so my new journey begins...














we met amazing juniors...





we graduated...









oh, we smile....
we laugh..













we cry...
we parted...
a lot had happened but we are still here, for each other..










KEROL.UZER.HELMI.IZIQ.AFIQ.SHEN.VINCENT.AIZAT.SIREE.
CHENGCHEE.FAHMI.HADZEEQ.IMRAN.XIAO.FAIZ.SYUKRI.PEARLY.
AMANDA.NIKE.ARINA.IRA.FINAZ.KAKYAN.MEME.


THANK YOU ALL

for everything that u guys had done for me...
for all the memories that had thought me...
for all the experiences that had help me grow..
for the FRIENDSHIP you guys had offered...

coz now i see.. we are not different and never had been..
words are not enough to tell you guys how grateful i am to be placed within all of you instead of other batches...
pictures are not enough to show how much i love and dearly cherish all of you...
how shud i let you understand of how precious you guys are..
how shud i make you smile the way uve made me smile...

huhhuhu... i know im gonna miss all of you so much...








i really hope we all will be friends FOREVER... and i mean it... kekekeke i really do love all of you...

a damaged heart - can it be healed

아무말도 없이 날 바라보는게
뭔가 이상해서 두귀를 막았어
내눈에 보이는 너의 입모양이
헤어지자는 말인것 같아서
어느새 또 눈물이
내 발등을 적시고
너무 창피해서 고개를 숙였어
오 제발 이러지 말라고
날 떠나지 말라고
오늘 처음으로..... Xc
니 앞에서 울었어...아마 준비해야 될걸 우린 끝.. 길을 좀 비켜줄래, 마음이 다쳐서.....숨도 못 쉬겠어
심장에 번져서
죽을만큼 아파 계속 아 병원에 가도 내가아픈 이유조차 찾지 못했어마음이 다쳐서
문득 거울을 봤어....
거울 속에 비친 내 모습 보면서
오늘 딱 하루만 울자고널 비워낼 거라고
난 아무 랩을 할... 수 있지만 난 아무--> 여자랑은 절대?? 사랑 안해.... 여기선 넌 아무난.. 내 꽃을 피우는 한 그루 나무 마음이 다쳐서 숨도 못 쉬겠어 심장에 번져서 죽을만큼 아파 계속 아파
병원에 가도 내가 아픈 이유조차 찾지 못했어 내 몸이 다치면 아물긴 할텐데 마음을 다쳐서
눈물병이 걸려 낫질 않아 밥을 먹어도 이제.............................
밥인지 눈물인지 모를만큼 마음이 다쳐 너의 입모양이 헤어지잔말은 아니길 바랬어
오 제발 이러지 말라고? 날 떠나지 말라고? 오늘 처음으로 니 앞에서 울었어?























p/s. gambar2 adalah hiasan semata2 ^^

why

if i say that i'm in pain
i'm scared that i'll really be in pain
if i say that i'm sad
i'm scared that i will shed my tears
why don't i just laugh
just laugh
just laugh
but people ask me why i'm crying























it has been stated since thousand years before;

Verily, in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find rest. (Qur’an 13: 28)


but God, this pain aint really flushing away... did i made the wrong choice? or are they just useless whispers from the very hardworking syaitan??? help me through this, ya Allah...

*sigh*

hmm... i know its not a good thing to sigh and constantly complaining... but i cant help it.... and right now i am beyond pissed... it is an oh-my-so-CURIOUS thing on how human can feel so on-top-of-cloudy-white-clouds happy but change to let-me-kill-someone angry in just a minute after... and i am feeling that rite now...


oh God.... please help me thru this....



huh
huh
huh~~

just leave me alone.. please...

UPGRADING...

phewww~~ it had been soooooo long since i did anything to this blog!!! its been quite some time.... huhuhu and A LOT had changed~ i dun even know where to start..

hmmm.. rite now im trying to change the layout of this blog... umi eagerly changed hers a few days ago and that kinda intrigued me to do the same thing.... but it turns out to be sooo hard and require a lot of work... so being the lazy and oh-so-easy me, i decided to do it differently... huhuhu... well, i better get start.. cant wait to see the outcome~~

hopefully, after the layoutof this blog has change, i'll find the 'feel' to write things again... to do some updating of my not-so-interesting life --- hahahahaha

chayok chayok~~